Hail the pea-brained-ers!

我突然想家了。。

2012-01-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

出国以后渐渐懂得何谓细水长流的思念。。
对于远距离爱情的思念
是一种很激烈、怦然的情感
对于亲人的思念
虽然很平淡
可能也很乏味
可却是从心中油然而生
一阵阵家的温暖
也带着一些许的苦涩
是一种爱的感觉

独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲 =(
原来是这种感觉

见鬼的我
大概若不是来了这地方
一辈子都不会想到自己也会有想家的一天
偶尔会忘了到底是为了什么来到这鸟不生蛋的鬼地方！
必须振作！加油吧，菜鸟佳！

=)))

心跳

2011-09-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

异常的心情
仿佛喘不过气來
我难道就真的仅此而已吗？
我尽力了吗？

我不会绝对不会就这样放弃
这世上
比做到最好更好的
就只有不断的进步
改变自己
那
是某某在过去的某年的生日礼物
也是对另某人在曾几何时
也许不记得了
可我毕生难忘
承诺下的

Work

2011-09-10T03:04:00.001+08:00

Grading is fun and weird at the same time cause you get some weird stuff popping out of nowhere. Hahah back to work!

2011-08-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

我一直在跑

该怎么停下来好好面对呢

2011-05-01T13:15:00.004+08:00

人

最可怕的不是没有梦想没有方向

最可怕的是

在你还来不及完成或是知道你的梦想在何方时

在你还来不及看到世界有多大时

在你还来不及走到前方那一丝若隐若现的光泽时

你竟然踩入深渠

你的游戏就到此为止

你的历史就如此写完了

而你呢，连申的机会都没有

他X的天气

2011-04-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

天啊

他昨天又下了一堆的雪

正确来说是一整天的雪

从早上我8点的课到晚上我10点回家

还是在下。。虽然之间有停了一下

还是。。

现在窗外白茫茫的

我觉得我看到雪就有点depressed了。。

雪请你快点走吧！

我要春天！！

春天

2011-04-13T05:03:00.002+08:00

终于有春天的感觉了

感觉真好

一堆人在路上走

对是人而不是一堆外套、一堆球

冬天时总会看到一堆低着头的外套

（穿得肥肥圆圆像一堆球酱咯）

原因是hoodie拿起后就看不到人了

雪走了

大地又变得五彩缤纷

不再是白色世界你都不懂

白色的路白色的车白色的屋子

他妈的什么都白色

再不然就是肮脏的雪黑褐色

看到都sien

都不懂哪个白痴竟然可以唱冬季恋歌白色浪漫？

（浪漫个屁）

现在走在马路上

人也特别有精神

阳光又灿烂当空

你都不懂下了那么多个月的雪

我还以为太阳是冷的

哦对了

好几次在冬天时我很习惯性的自言自语讲热

（因为在马来西亚你会觉得不适的原因只会是太热，大概不会是太冷吧）

然后就很习惯性的走到影子（树、建筑物等）下

然后就他妈的更冷

然后才后知后觉又走会阳光下吸收那一丁点的heat也好

总之

春天真的是很有feel

好像初醒的感觉

就像华语读的名句精华有几句讲的一样

（很明显，我忘哪几句）

毕竟学的时候都没有这种feel..

暖洋洋的太阳

令我变得懒洋洋

更精彩的是

令我很想家

原本是很期待回家有暖洋洋（其实是热死人）的阳光

不过现在的感觉却像reminds me of home所以很想家

重点是：家好像春天？ x)

最后，春天花会开~鸟儿自由自在~（忘词）

留学生的生活

2011-03-21T06:43:00.002+08:00

lalala. random title. :P dun think its really related to the title, maybe slightly. roommate's out for meeting, 2 other roommate hiding in their room, while i stay in my room and do my assignments listening to some nice songs. sounds good? not really. somehow, i could do that without a problem at home or in the library back then. nowadays i just feel so restless. feel like i need someone to talk to, even when i don't know what to talk about. the empty room is just driving me crazy. even when my home used to be nearly as empty, it didn't feel as bad. :(

not to mention in the afternoon, there's no one to talk to online.. cos everyone's fast asleep zzz. ~~~~~

我不是骄傲

2011-03-20T10:35:00.002+08:00

我想说

有些人

还真是太烂了

烂到我觉得他们真的是很棒

因为我不懂得怎么样才可以做得那么烂

请不要说我 lansi

因为真的

我觉得

要做到这种程度的烂

真的比要做的正确/正常更难

Books I read during childhood

2011-03-14T14:07:00.002+08:00

I was talking on skype with Siew Poh yesterday night and she was telling me how she's working on a project and her client is Lat, the comic writer for Kampung Boy. Kampung Boy was like one of my favorite book back then, I read it over and over and in fact, I read most of them multiple times because my parents didn't think book was such a good investment I guess. I had bought probably say 10-15 books throughout my primary school life and that was it. Come to think of it, I used to enjoy reading a lot. Most of my books were rather lengthy for children's book, especially chinese novels which had really small (size 8 to 10 is small) font and lots of words. I remember one of my favorite few ones were like Mulan and Snow White (translated into Chinese novel, really old book inherited from cousin), and another one is the Little Nicholas translated into Chinese - 小淘气尼古拉, or in its French name, Le Petit Nicholas (found that in Wikipedia). It was one of my favorite and I read it like at least 10 times even though it was freaking long. The stories was mostly entertaining because 尼古拉 and his friends always did some naughty stuff. Or some really naive and stupid things like he wanna marry his neighbor's daughter. Strangely though, I totally forgot about this story book among all the others that I've read until today. Then when I got up to Standard 4, I started reading those lovey dovey novels and comics and eventually I stopped reading storybooks at all. Now that I think of it, I probably didn't hate Chinese the language so much as I thought I used to. I probably just avoided it because I never did well in it because I read so much Chinese books compared to English ones.

And now I'm suddenly craving for children's books to read. Just to reminisce my childhood before I came out of my shell.. Damn I love those books x) so, anyone who's read 小淘气尼古拉 before?

is the world coming to an end soon?

2011-03-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

Obviously, I dunno. And the post is pretty much unrelated to that too. I just thought I've had too many posts titled random and so I'm gonna put something.. different. Ok I failed. Whatever.

My condolences to Japan's earthquake. It's been disastrous and having a few really good friends studying in Japan, I was quite worried at first. Especially when they had no connection whatsoever at first. But then I figured out it's no point worrying because worrying ain't gonna help. And I ain't no believer of any religion, though at some point I wished I were because then I could pray for their safety. I'm glad they're all safe from the disaster though some 1800 people have died and thousands are still missing.

But what inspired me to write this post, was not really because of the earthquake/tsunami. It was some shared post on Facebook by a born-again Christian. If you don't know what that means, it simply means people who weren't born as Christian but take up the religion at some point in their life. Before I start writing anything, I think I should clarify that this is my personal opinion(turned into more of a personal rant at the end) and I don't mean to offend anyone. My opinion was more of questioning what he said and is definitely NOT directed to all born again Christians. So, take no offense. If you think you might be offended, then don't read ahead.

This fella uses the example of tsunami/earthquake in Japan to relate to doomsday and bs like that. He first compared God to a "medicine" which can ultimately save your life. He said that according to Christian teachings, we don't have to guess when doomsday is because we won't know. He asked that why don't we non-believers try to get to know this path (believing in God) which is able to save your life. Next, he said God is almighty and he loves everyone. Even if you don't believe in Him, He still loves everyone. My question is, if God so love everyone and will save anyone, then it makes no sense to tell us that believing in God as a way to save your(my) life. I feel like he's contradicting himself, although I have to say he's much better than some other BAC that I knew in the past. One blatantly told me I would go to hell if I don't believe in God (guess what, she was a cute girl with one of the sweetest voice I've heard). Seriously, having a religion is not bad at all. It keeps you motivated and probably helps show the way in life when you're all lost in the dark. But, seriously, people, you don't have to shove your religion down people's throat. I know your intention is definitely good because you're trying to share your belief (thanks but no thanks) with people you care but if you haven't realized, I think what you were doing was more like threatening people with some evil curse. Like telling us you believers are going to be saved by God and if we don't follow suit, we're not going to be saved (from what?) or we're going to hell. If I don't tell you how my religion(sorry that I don't have one but assuming that I do) defines who deserves to go to Heaven with God and coincidentally you're one of those who are not going to be in Heaven, then STFU and don't tell me how your religion defines it because I don't care. This might be hurtful but I got so annoyed I just want to say stop telling me how much you care about my afterlife and how bad my afterlife is gonna be if I don't share the same belief as you do because honestly, I don't even think there exists an afterlife.

...Ok that went a bit overboard. I just got so fed up from reading all these people who self-proclaimed care so much about me and the rest of the world. Think about when the Churches lock poor Galileo up for not agreeing with the churches' perception. Was your God trying to save him too? Hell yeah tell me about it.

lalala

2011-03-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

is so stressed out with all the stuff going on these days. hope spring break comes sooner! :( i can't feel happy and relaxed.. how? tried to relax and all that popped up in my mind the next moment is how much work i have left until the designated due date. how ar how?

abit high high dei

2011-02-24T05:51:00.002+08:00

since i'm procrastinating (again) and has nothing to do (actually tonnes but lalala) until my meeting at 5pm, gonna blog a little on my recent life.

it stopped snowing and in fact snow was melting last week (oh-so-not-awesome) and floor became slippery and my butt apparently paid the price for thinking it was so awesome that snow melted during winter. yes, snow melted in the day and freezes into slippery, nearly invisible thin layer of ice when the night comes. and that sucks. then, it started snowing this weekend again, giving all the old dirty yucky looking snow a new layer of fresh white look. not to mention giving the floor a soft and smooth surface, meaning that everywhere is now again, SLIPPERY. our roommate's car skidded while turning at corners few times. so yeah, think twice when you think snow is so.. beautiful. XD

ok now im done with the snow and weather and bs like that. i'm kinda half waiting to go home, but on the other hand isn't exactly excited about it. i mean, i'm so so excited bout going home, and if you count by math, it's just like less than 90 days away from home. but if you count by your heart, it feels like there's still an eternity before i can get home. or something like that. i don't have that "oh-i'm-gonna-be-home-in-so-short-time" feeling. what i'm feeling is like i don't even know when i'm getting home. or something like that. so strange. so yes people, i'm coming home. better save a few days for hanging out with me cos i know you'd want to. *wink wink*

oh and reason i'm procrastinating is that i'm so so happy that my exams were over last week. so like an hour ago i was busy doing whatever i procrastinated due to my studies, eg my organization work dan lain lain. for my english course that i'm taking, there's this thing called blackboard reading response. it's basically reading response regarding what we read in the textbook and post your thoughts on this system call blackboard. and last night i dreamed of my english teacher telling us why we should not procrastinate this reading response thingy. LOL. subconsciously telling myself not to procrastinate huh? XD

oh yeah coming here, i think i've been talking to people less and less. i think i still can't find people that i can completely open myself to. it's mostly due to the stupid language barrier. not that i can't speak, rather i can't express myself freely in the language cos i suck at it and i need to think of how to respond to people whenever people talk to me, which NEVER happened to me before. and i so so care about how people may think of me these days. as if i ever cared back then. and it bothers me soooo much. :( well the good thing is, i'm getting better at it in this sem. at least i think i'm starting to be more like myself. :D

blablabla, that's enough of boring talk for now. i'll crap some other random stuff next time and have a good week :D

in the midst of endless work to do

2011-01-31T13:18:00.002+08:00

you know it's the right guy when he listens patiently to all your constant whinings about your endless work and when he probably has double of that amount, and after knowing that you're having a headache from all that, he said nothing but just takes off your glasses and give you a good massage on the back and the forehead!!!

so sweet x) now i'm full of energy and ready to tackle all that work again! although still having headache lol. i hadn't slept at 5am for 2 consecutive days since like forever. until this weekend. =(

monday's back tomorrow, so gotta chao now! bye people and have a good week!

the magical web

2011-01-25T07:40:00.005+08:00

was thinking of blogging this in chinese but anyways i ended up writing in english cos ..whatever reason it is.

anyway, why magical web? cos i completely agree with what dayo wong (hong kong stand up comedian if u do not know) said. it was something about how people misuse the web and stuff like that. not to say misuse, he was just pointing out how people who do not know each other ie stranger could curse another person to die in pain and stuff like that on a forum. and compare it to how many people actually do that in real life. like face to face, see someone on the street, scold him. would you? most likely no? :P

so the reason i brought this up was that i saw this video circulating on facebook. i never watched the video so i don't really know what's in there. what i saw though was some note that some spca want to arrest this fella in the video for abusing the dog. i mean, yes, animal abuse, so wrong. but again, is that the only animal abuse case on the whole world or do you have no other business to do? trying to arrest this fella who appear on the video? is there really no other dogs or cats or whatsoever getting abused at some part of your country? really? no dogs just died starving or getting hit by a car or whatsoever? or you don't give a damn as long as it's not brought to light? what about the dogs which died, the dogs which were put to sleep for good? do you think spca is all that nice actually? u taking animal's life away makes you any better than those who abuse? well i'm not trying to say spca is a bad thing here.. just don't think they have the right to judge so much. although i've no idea how much good stuff they've done out there.

sometimes i just think it's dumb how people try to be fair to animals and at the same time try to elevate themselves above all other animals.

oh and the relation between both issues? i just thought that this internet thingy makes people suddenly all become so "brave". talking behind a computer mah, who cannot? don't even have to show face. plus if you do something "good" on the internet, you get all the publicity and all that crap. if you do bad, no one knows cos no one can track you down anyway(well they could but it all depends). your notoriety will most likely remain virtual. hahahah. now ain't that the greatest thing on earth?

added: what i was trying to say was like how people couldn't and most likely wouldn't be bothered by whatever that happened by the roadside (possibly due to the fact that they don't wanna stand out or attract attention) but when it comes to the internet, everyone just pretend like they're all so saint-ish and stand up for some so called justice and shit like that. just because you're hiding behind that rectangular (no longer square cos everyone owns a 25" monitor or such) box. just because you're like a blank paper on the internet that people couldn't judge what you do on a daily basis. just because it gives you the advantage of judging people without risk getting judged. cussing people to death. stuff like that. i feel so bad for the dog. =s

家

2011-01-23T09:52:00.002+08:00

刚刚如以往的洗盘了

洗盘瞬间领悟了

这一班只是室友不是朋友

想家

想以往我不会静静一个人洗盘

想以往我不会不好意思叫客人在我家洗盘

但这班人他们都不是客人

他们是室友是淡淡的朋友

然后便明白了自己的改变

变得文静

变得内向

变得我都不认识我了

明白这地方不是我的家

我不能大大声的表达我自己

我又回到最原始的那个我

静静的躲在角落

没人问津时便静静的。。

pencil case lost. :(

2011-01-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

arrrrrrr... explanation for last post is right above on top. yes. the title. see? thats why. all of my stationeries (except pens) are in there.

shaker - which is like the best pencil on earth ever created. i don't know why americans don't have shaker or just any pencils with really good grip! seriously! altho i do like the way their pencil has roll out eraser at the back.. they should make a shaker with roll out eraser at the back. perfect combo.

eraser - which i never ever finished any of it. they always disappear before i can finish 'em.

various colours of highlighters - now i have only one yellow highlighter which doesn't help much.. i want my green highlighter back!

calculator - now i cannot do online assignments in school cos i have to borrow from wy.

colour tabs - i super duper hate that cos it sucks to study without colour tabs !!!!! how do i even know where did i left off..

some old nostalgic name tag(with my NAME on it, dunno which dumbass took it), my one and only copy left of my f6 photo, visa sized photo, and a f*cking 50 ringgit note. which was like my hard earned money cos its my tuition fee! SHOOT! i didn't even want to spend it.. and a calendar aw juey juey gave me in the beginning of 2009. i know it's 2011 now but it's just the memories i had with the calendar.. all the time i've been using it to check for exam dates and all the other stuff. well long story short i'm just unwilling to part with it cos it has a lot of those memories which i treasure a lot. and now i lose all those stuff i feel like i would lose those memories too.

sigh.. whats lost is lost.. :( you'll always be my heart, pencil case.. not my mind cos if u were i wouldn't had lose u.. &(@#&!(%&!(@#&^!#$!@#!~)*)!

byebye pencil case... :'(

2011-01-15T07:27:00.001+08:00

everything is fucked up. everything. here cos mom's on facebook and msn. so much for a tech literate mom.

朋友篇

2010-11-19T12:57:00.002+08:00

今天我看到两个朋友吵架了

为什么要好的朋友要为了一些芝麻绿豆而吵

我不懂

看是大家各执一词翻脸啦

朋友是什么呢？

古语有云（香港剧看多了）：

物以类聚，人以群分

再说，臭味相投

再来，。。。等等，等等

可见几百年来

大家都喜欢和自己一样思想的人聚在一起

但若是有人可以站起来

告诉你

朋友，我不认同你的想法

或

朋友，我的感受与你不一样（当然，他很可能不会那么斯文的告诉你）

感受不一样干我屁？

你讲了难道我就要学你，跟你一样？

大家出来还不是要一起高兴而已吗？

那人

还真是太愚蠢了吧！

闲来无事挑战你的极限

搬弄是非让你生活更无奈

损人不利己

那叫朋友吗？

放屁！

朋友

理应为你好让你欢心

但这种让你欢心的朋友

老实一句：太贱了

何谓贱？

当一件事是连街边的野狗都办得到的时候你就懂了

为你好？如何？

当他明知道是犯贱了还是要告诉你她的感受想法的时候你就明白

~~他真的是太得空了！~~

朋友

若是纯粹寻欢乐

那叫狗肉朋友

朋友

若是关心你的

那叫好朋友

朋友

若是不顾一切打从心底为你好的

那叫真心朋友

各执一词并没有错

但在你各执一词的时候

是否应该想想他的执著是为了什么

是真的活得太清闲了

还是因为你是他的朋友呢？

请珍惜你的朋友。

并感恩你有他们的支持。

想借此告诉我的朋友：很庆幸有你们，即使距离是比地球的直径还遥远。。

尤其是舒萍，晓宝，楦荥，惠芳，文菁都在我情绪低落的时候开导我 :)

当然少不了添喜，治忠，纪彰(?)，春峰(?)

Tagged by KIm =P

2010-11-06T14:28:00.002+08:00

Well I've nothing much to do (just 3 english assignments coming up, nothing much, right? ) so I figured I'd complete the tag by Kim just for fun =P

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Nope, but I guess everyone in love ends up thinking their him/her is the best looking people in the world. Plus, I only need him to be good looking to me and not some other butterflies out there. XD

2. Smart?
- Obviously. If I want someone dumber, I'll go adopt a child. No offense. Doesn't have to be academically smart, but must be smarter than me in some ways that I'm able to learn from I guess. It could be the way he deals with life, or some other stuff. (Again, love might just makes me think that he's smarter than he actually is. :P)

3. Preferred age?
- Doesn't matter. Love is blind. Mental age must be equal or older than me for less than 7 years. I don't date grandpas and kids.

4. Preferred height?
- Ideal height: 6 feet.

- Reality: probably 3 inches taller than me. The fact is it's too hard to kiss when you get someone relatively way taller than you.

5. How about sense of humor?
- When you're in love, anything he says could be humorous. And vice versa when you're no longer in love.

6. How about piercings?
- I don't really care as long as he doesn't look like some hooligan.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Yeah and at the same time is able to encourage me to improve to become better. If one day I become a drug addict, I don't really hope that he will just accept me as who I am. LOL.

8. Pink hair?
- I DON'T HATE SISSIES! (sorry for another discriminatory word)

9. Mushy or no?
- Doesn't really matter but mushy guy somehow links to the idea of emo guy. No offense.

10. Thin or fat?
- Anything lah as long as healthy. I don't want a stick or a ball just because well.. looks unhealthy. May be an indication that it's time to go to gym if you think you're offended(by either the word stick or ball).

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- Cincai la, love is blind. See no color.

12. Long hair or short hair?
- Anything that looks good on him. (Love is blind!)

13. Plastic or metal?
- Completely no idea about what plastic or metal. Metal cos I love eco-friendly people? LOL

14. Smells good?
- Love is blind. Self-explanatory. Now quit giving me dumb questions. According to science fun fact, these smells differ to people and it kinda reflects the different type of immune system in people and it has something to do with searching for the best potential mate to produce the healthiest offspring. LOL.

15. Smoker?
- When I was 5, I gave my dad a no smoking card on his birthday. What do you say?

16. Drinker?
- Same with 15. It's unhealthy.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- Sounds good.

18. Muscular?
- Oh yes. Not the kind that looks like he had taken hormones though. Moderate. I like healthy-looking people.

19. Plays piano?
- Doesn't matter. I could download 10,000 better pieces online. XD

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Acoustic guitar. Just because I suck at it and it looks romantic. D= (hinting someone)

21. Plays violin?
- Sounds good. Any type of music instrument is fine with me. Now get over it!

22. Sings very good?
- Doesnt matter. Love is blind! Roar!

23. Vain?
- Good, then he will realize the importance of facial products. Well actually no, I find vain guy to appear less manly to me. XD no offense k.

24. With glasses?
- Cincai lah.. takkan ask him to go do lasik meh?

25. With braces?
- I don't care.

26. Shy type?
- I don't care. Just don't shy until cannot talk to me.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Homey, family kind of boys. Can be naughty, but must be homey. =D

28. Active or passive?
- Better be active cos I get bored with passive people. Like what do you do in life? Read books? Let's go out and do something fun!

29. Tight or bomb?
- Clueless of the question.

30. Singer or dancer?
- Cincai. Both works for me.

31. Stunner?
- He'll be a stunner to me cause love is blind. lala.

32. Hiphop?
- CINCAI LA! beh suak beh suak..

33. Earrings?
- As long as he looks good with that. I prefer none. Looks more neat.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- Count me out of this.

35. Dimples?
- Looks cute.

36. Bookworm?
- Oh yes bookworm turns me on. I'm a nerd so the more books you read, the more it appeals to me. BUT, not just full-time reading books lah.. Refers to #28 for that.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Awesome.

38. Playful?
- Fun =D

39. Flirt?
- Not really.

40. Poem writer?
- Doesn't matter to me. Cause I can't write poem either. :P

41. Serious?
- Serious but fun. Am I too demanding? LOL

42. Campus crush?
- Someone will not like the idea of this. LOL.

43. Painter?
- Nice. And teach me how to paint.

44. Religious?
- Doesn't really matter but I consider myself an atheist or deist, so long as you don't start telling me how superior your religion is.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Yays, cause I tease a lot too? XD but just don't overdo it =) ah I'm such a demanding person.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Both? Better be a geek cause that saves me a lot of computer maintenance money. XD

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- Does it even matter? Are you gonna ask how many teeth do I want him to have as well?

48. Loyal or faithful?
- What's the difference between two?

49. good kisser
- It's fine, we can practice together! LOL! :D

50. loves children?
- Yeah.

Whee I'm finally done with this. Anyone can tag themselves if they want to, though I don't think anyone is reading the blog.. D=

Moving on?

2010-10-30T03:43:00.002+08:00

I wonder if it's just me or everyone else's too. You know, people's been posting their graduation photos all over Facebook. and it all makes me feel like i wanna graduate again. Feels like i'm not moving on.

Oh and my phone's officially dead after 1.5 years of using it. Sigh. I wish I could fix it. I'll probably try to fix it when I'm back in M'sia. I'm just not ready to let it go yet. It's not exactly the best kind of phone you could get or anything. It's kind of cheap(compared to its kind) and I dunno.. not a good phone. I just love it. :(

...I'm sad. My blog is full of sad posts. I feel bad. I feel like bad things keep happening to me. :(

lalala

2010-10-22T10:06:00.002+08:00

well another random post.. still slightly emo.. well not exactly depressed i guess. since i'm no longer listening to jay's songs. i just muted the comp. lol. weather report says it will rain (possibly snow cause the lowest temp will go below 0 celcius) on the coming saturday.

anyway, emo-ness always gets me thinking.. ponder on dumb issues. why dumb issues? cause it's not really something one can solve. oh well, just randomly blabbering.

and one thing i found out while doing research for my english assignment. facebook's default privacy is really loose if u guys don't know. so it's better that u go and check and customize it to private if u haven't already done so. they did that so that advertiser can get ur info. and they will never ever delete ur information if u ever decide to shut down ur account like 10 years later. so be careful of the contents u upload too. but i guess with u guys u probably wont upload nonsense. just be careful. =p

i actually took some photos of the leaves falling and the fall/autumn(fall is the word for autumn in US english) sceneries. but i guess i'm too lazy to upload them from camera. wait till when they start selling wifi/bluetooth enabled camera at 200usd, i'll do it. ok? XD or wait till i'm free ie sem break(a more likely case). another reason, blame blogger photo uploader for being ultra user-not-friendly. always upload in a reverse sequence.

oh yeah. so it's fall now. the temperature is 43F now, which is somewhere around 6C i guess? 50F is 10C, 32F is 0C. every increment of 1C is equivalent to increment of 1.8F. go figure. in the day time it's around 50F. which isn't really as cold(or hot) as it sounds. just get a normal jacket u wear to fraser or cameron -no, you don't need jacket for genting. air cond is colder than that mind you.

the real thing that's bothering me(or my body) though, is the freaking humidity. accuweather rates relative humidity in penang at an average of like 80%, while here in fargo it's like, less than 30%. no chance to perspire. ideal place for sze zhong. AND, this freaking low humidity has been causing my nose to bleed. i don't mean it like it really bled(and if it did it would've stopped due to the low humidity SCREW YOU HUMIDITY) but rather my nose tends to get stuck with those waxy stuff which is in dark red colour. :( and my skin are getting drier too. but at least i can apply lotion to my skin.. but not my nostril right!!! i tell you it is so so horrible!! it's been bleeding for maybe a week or so now. please please please, tell me if u know of any way to stop this.

now i notice i've more to rant. let me go on.

i miss drinking frappucino. :( well they DO sell it here.. but whenever coffee approaches me(or the other way round), i always end up going for the hot coffee. instead of ice blended ones. hahaha. just because it's more comfortable to drink hot drinks. and coffee and hot chocolates are nearly the only hot drinks u can find here. people here don't seem to have the habit of drinking warm water. at least not when they're at outside. XD

i miss penang. penang as a whole. food, home cooked food(as much as i would like to say my mom's cooking isn't really good, i now have come to acknowledge that i am a much worse cook than she is.. it's a genetic thing. ), midnight supper, oldtown, mcdonalds, kfc at 12am, western food, hawker food etc etc. friends, friends, and more old friends. here, no midnight life. unless u would like to walk around at temperature of 4C. i don't. pg 4am is probably 25C only.

oh, i miss my cat too. wonder if she's still alive. she's like 4yo now. fat and active last i saw it..

oh well.. after writing so much crap.. i guess i feel somewhat better than i was.. but just better.. not really feeling good. 4 exams next week! i gotto start studying for at least 2 of 'em over the weekend.. good night. :(

Chinese songs

2010-10-22T05:38:00.002+08:00

Finds chinese songs most emotional among all languages. jay chou and li sheng jie's songs are best when one's feeling emotional. they make u think it's logical to be suicidal when u're depressed. yays. :D

nolah im not suicidal. LOL. just some random mood swings. just in case my mom sees this and thinks i'm really getting suicidal. (since she have started using facebook, it won't be long for her to find out i have a blog here. )

oh yeah, no mood for assignments and exams. although i still do it, i don't think i'm doing well. more like just doing it because i have to. i need the spirit. ah. someone come scold me. :( i have 4 exams next week. faster scold me! lol.

universal theory.

2010-10-19T10:28:00.003+08:00

A bottle partially filled with water

gives out a loud sound when you shake it.

A bottle completely filled with water

on the other hand

gives out minimal sound.

louder just doesn't make you any better. :P

:P this applies for everything. just a particular incident which suddenly inspired me to write this pointless stuff.

on a side note, i really wanna say this: screw the weather. it's been giving me hallucination of smelling food especially when its cold. smell of tasty warm food. when i was walking. roarr. and it makes me hungry real fast. :(

xkcd.com

2010-09-29T13:37:00.001+08:00

Source:http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/interdisciplinary.png

Source: http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/3x9.png

I don't really know if you guys have been reading the comics from xkcd or not, but if you haven't read it, you should try it =P I actually got to know about it few years back from a friend but didn't really understand the jokes back then. hahahah. now I'm kind of reading thru all the old comics too. It's fun and it's kinda geeky cool =P but beware though, there's a warning label at the bottom:

Warning: this comic occasionally contains strong language (which may be unsuitable for children), unusual humor (which may be unsuitable for adults), and advanced mathematics (which may be unsuitable for liberal-arts majors).

Anyway, try it out if you haven't =D

白痴论

2010-09-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

刚刚闲来无事看了一个知己的男朋友（也是我朋友啦）的部落格

发现到自己的部落格少了点什么

表达不了心中的想法

想了想少了那一丁点的feeling

英文终究表达不到心中感言

出来了两个月不到渐渐想念家乡的一切人等事物（兼食物）

是一种前所未有的思念

回忆不断地在脑中浮现

一直在facebook上鸡婆人家的status

一直在msn东吵西吵

时差的关系真的觉得自己离大家好远好远

看到大伙儿又聚在一起心里不禁感到失落

原来已习惯了有人吵吵闹闹

这班人已成为我生活的一部分

或许再也没有其他人可以让我做我自己无需戴上面具

朋友我从小都不缺

不多就那么的几个

十只手指算得完吧

每年都有人走进走出

或许长大了开始累了开始对人对事留恋

听说有人问

凯佳不是开学了吗？好像很得空酱

也不是很得空的只是不想与大家失去联络而已

media player shuffle 到周董的emo歌

明明是爱情歌竟然听到哭了

Randommmm

2010-09-15T01:46:00.001+08:00

I was chatting with Siew Poh on MSN about how much I missed F6 ever since I came here. I think I missed F6 more than missing home :P sad fact LOL. So I was thinking of dedicating this particular blog post to all the crazy friends I've met in F6. I will try to add a photo of you all if I have any. (I know this is rather a dumb post, but considering i’ve had 2 classes canceled today i have nothing much to do on this morning :P)

our u6sa monitor holding piala kebersihan. I've knew her since I was in F3. also the only one classmate who's been in the same class as me for 5 consecutive years. long time huh. I've seen her being a rebellious teenager who stood up and shouted at a teacher in class until last year when she became the class monitor(see now disanjungi ramai liao..) who always eat breakfast in classroom. I rmb she brought nasi lemak into our class and eat even when xin xian was in our class. LOL. courageous :P food is her favourite stuff cos she would be munching away in class whether it is physics class or math class or chem class.. she'd somehow find her way to eat without letting the teacher knows. actually its bcos she is a gastric patient. XD Back then the only common thing we shared was o2jam. and I didn't really got to know her until I was in F5 when we always hear about kelantannnnn. was it kelantan or pahang? lupa liao lah.. then the c_s_ company. and now the panda. glad for you =) anyway, keep in touch! hope that our friendship will last long long.. =)

one of my best friend I got to know since F5. one of my hengtai's gf. :P I already knew she was crazy when I first knew her(pointless sentence). ask me if u wanna know why. but i think it’s self explanatory. her favourite thing to do was to study history textbook and scream out of sudden in classroom. her favourite past time used to be teaching ppl how to efficiently use the PJK textbook for practical purposes.. LOL. her favourite phrase is probably "ni zhi dao ma, ta hen hao xiao de lo......" (insiders' joke) her favourite word tho.. starts with a C and ends with a K. XD dunno why i found so many of her photos in my HDD. and yeah her favourite subject! maths. the maths pro-ka. must thank her for always helping me with maths. and also the birthday celebration/presents. :)

aw juey juey – outgoing as u can see on the photos :P has tonnes of friends here and there. i rmb she already had more friends in school than i did even when she just came to our school for 1 month or so. and also all the redbox, apartment stays that we had together. =)

ong soo peng! one of my oldest friend who still keep in contact until now.. secoond to shing yee ba. LOL was a hard time deciding which photos cos i have too many of hers. XD since i dunno how to write on her, i’ll just end this post with this photo :P (and also cause i’m too lazy to continue)

lalala~ healthy habits =)

2010-09-09T09:47:00.003+08:00

random update.. once in a while. hahaha. now that school have started, i seemed to be blogging a lot more than usual. just escaping from homework and assignments i guess. XD

anyway i was reading thru this particular e-mail regarding what u shouldn't eat and what you should do for good health. like to reduce brain damage/liver damage yadda yadda. felt kind of funny cos it's like u shouldn't be eating or doing everything. stuff like eating oily stuff or sleeping and waking up late. cos most of the things stated in there are what most people(at least i) do mostly. it was like if everyone does it then everyone perhaps should've died long ago or something. but then we didn't. and it's not like if we do all that we're gonna live till 200 years old. hahaha. but anyway, still thank my uncle for sharing it with me.

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast.
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2. Overeating.
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption.
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution.
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6. Sleep Deprivation.
Sleep allows our brain to rest... Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells...

7. Head covered while sleeping.
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness.
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts.
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely.
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

The main causes of liver damage.
1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.

2. Not urinating in the morning.

3. Too much eating.

4. Skipping breakfast.

5. Consuming too much medication.

6.. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food colouring, and artificial sweetener.

7. Consuming unhealthycooking oil.
As much as possible reduce cooking oil when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.

8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver.
Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according to 'schedule.'
The top five cancer-causing foods

1. Hot Dogs.
Because they are high in nitrates, the Cancer Prevention Coalition advises that children eat no more than 12 hot dogs a month. If you can't live without hot dogs, buy those made withoutsodium nitrate.

2. Processed meats and Bacon
Also high in the same sodium nitrates found inhot dogs, bacon, and other processed meats raise the risk of heart disease. The saturated fat in bacon also contributes to cancer.

3. Doughnuts
Doughnuts are cancer-causing double trouble. First, they are made with white flour, sugar, andhydrogenated oils, then fried at high temperatures. Doughnuts may be the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your risk of cancer.

4. French fries
Like doughnuts, French fries are made withhydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures. They also contain cancer- causing acryl amides which occur during the frying process. They should be called cancer fries, not French fries.

5. Chips, crackers, and cookies
All are usually made with white flour and sugar. Even the ones whose labels claim to be free of trans-fats generally contain small amounts of trans-fats.

Good evening, World(again)

2010-09-07T09:37:00.002+08:00

hahaha ah good morning to u guys on the other side of the earth. i bet some of u are still rolling in bed(either that or in class). anyway, the guy fell sick today. and i realized one thing. i can cook better porridge than most of the other hawker stall in penang. LOLOL. (that's actually the whole point of this blog post) ah well, good bye world. me gonna continue with big bang theory while studying.

Good morning, World!

2010-09-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

ok this is a lame title i know. just an idea i got from introduction of C++ and java book. somehow the computing world loves to start teaching you how to use their program with this very dumb line of phrase "Hello, World!". well, not that it's dumb. just well, kind of dumb isn't it? Hello, World? LOL.

anyway, this is freaking 530 in the morning and well it's labor day! no school. wulala. i wonder why am i up so early too. one reason is that i can't sleep because i'm having freaking stomach ache. and someone is freaking playing starcraft 2 early in the morning. frankly, i woke up cos i heard "our allies are in combat. our warrior, under attack." something like that. zerg fellas talking. or rather, whispering. still, it's loud enough to wake me up.

i actually have some thoughts i'd love to share lately but just don't know if i should do it on here. it might be too personal to share with everyone since it is a public blog. or it might be too sensitive to some people. i don't know. hahaha. i'll write on it when i figure out that it's proper enough to be written on here. so bah. whatever. how is everyone in penang? i haven't exactly started having the homesick/fking-miss-home-i-can't-live-without-it feeling yet. yes please don't throw rotten eggs at me. i do miss penang food occasionally. things like food-which-must-not-be-named(once named will be badly craved for if you get what i mean..) wan tan mee and hokkien mee and curry mee and all the noodles. which you can't really cook it yourself. and if you do you just can't get it as tasty as the hawker stall could. (unless your parents sell hokkien mee for living)

oh well, the guy stopped starcraft 2 and we're going to watch big bang theory. i loveeeeeeeeeee sheldon. he's so annoyingly funny. and yes no need to remind me that i'm outdated. blek. i admit that i only started watching it because sheldon got grammy award. or whatever award that is. ah well, i hope my roommates(technically speaking should be housemate?) aren't going to wake up because of my laughing voice. apparently they could hear me laughing last i watched it. and i'm still at like ep 10 of first season. i'm pretty sure i'll finish season 3 by this friday. wulala~ bye peoples and goodddd evening~

Vampires Suck!!!!!

2010-08-21T06:53:00.003+08:00

eh eh, I didn't know there's still so many people reading my blog after abandoning it for like n months XD so idk if malaysian cinema is showing this show or not, but I think the answer is yes cos it's on nuffnang's ad.

http://www.vampiressuckmovie.com/

trailer's in that website if u guys haven't watch it yet. I think twilight saga fans are not going to like it but seriously I LOVE IT. well it's kinda like parody of the twilight saga? XD *yaya don't throw rotten eggs at me for supporting it please* couldn't stop laughing at the trailer! really hope I could watch it but :( it's too expensive here. hahaha. so if anyone had watched it, please tell me if it's nice or not!!!

hello there again :P

2010-08-20T05:09:00.002+08:00

ah, it's been a long while since I last blogged anything proper. Well u know, proper. hahaha. I think my blog is full of shits I randomly updated on. Anyway, I was reading thru a friend's blog who talked about girls and their obligations in family as they grow up and form their own families(ie get married and become someone else's wife lah. err transgender and lesbian probably don't count cause their partner would still be ladies? idk. ) So yeah, here's a question for u guys(if u ever read I mean).

When you get married(or even if you don't, then IF you ever get married ok),

as a guy: do you think you would help your wife with the house chores or do you think you should help her with all that messy stuff? or would you want to do it and let her rest and watch tv(hmm.. possible but unlikely to happen huh)

as a girl: do you think your husband should help out with house chores or you don't want him to help out? like just let him rest after a long day at work(oh come on, don't bullshit me :P) or rather, would u pick a guy who wouldn't help out in the house?

or the alternative solution: get a maid. but what if u guys want to save money and decide not to?

hmm strange post i know, i was kind of reading about it and wondered how people think about this thing. cos it's like for our parents' generation, most of the time it's the mom doing the house chores. then till like those people born in the 60s or 70s, I think the guys are more willing to do these *zha boh eh kang koi(ladies' work?)*

comments please.. kamsiah (i missed hokkien arrr. BOH LANG EH HIAO HOKKIEN HERE ARR! zo lang boh ee su)

生命中的过客

2010-07-10T02:11:00.002+08:00

一号二号三号

静悄悄地踏过了

上一秒留下淡淡的脚印

下一秒被冲得一干二净

仿佛不曾出现

心不由自主的痛

庆幸自己并非木头人

闷到爆

2010-06-03T15:32:00.002+08:00

hmm

最近kihiao 一只用华语写blog

第二天没做工闷到发慌

如果只是闷而已还好又闷又热

aniweather写33 degree celcius 我觉得好像是有35 degree celcius.. =.=

beh tahan 酱的天气

做工两个月都一直躲在冷气下

想出街又没钱花只好躲在家lo

闷啊

Rain - SID

2010-05-30T00:15:00.001+08:00

lalala.. fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood's latest opening theme. loving it x3

六月の嘘　目の前の本当　セピアにしまいこみ
寄り添うとか　温もりとか　わからなくなってた

「君はひとりで平気だから…ね」と　押しつけて　さよなら
その類の気休めなら　聞き飽きた筈なのに

鳴り止まない　容赦ない思い出たちは　許してくれそうにもない
目を閉じれば　勢いは増すばかりで　遠巻きで　君が笑う

雨は　いつか止むのでしょうか　ずいぶん長い間　冷たい
雨は　どうして僕を選ぶの　逃げ場のない　僕を選ぶの

やっと見つけた　新しい朝は　月日が邪魔をする
向かう先は　「次」じゃなくて　「過」ばかり追いかけた

慰めから　きっかけをくれた君と　恨めしく　怖がりな僕
そろそろかな　手探り　疲れた頬を　葛藤がこぼれ落ちる

過去を知りたがらない瞳　洗い流してくれる指
優しい歩幅で　癒す傷跡　届きそうで　届かない距離

雨は　いつか止むのでしょうか　ずいぶん長い間　冷たい
雨は　どうして僕を選ぶの　包まれて　いいかな

雨は　止むことを知らずに　今日も降り続くけれど
そっと　差し出した傘の中で　温もりに　寄り添いながら

付出与回报

2010-05-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

有时候

有些人

是否应该懂得

所付出的是你的选择

由你来决定付出多或少

所谓的回报只是一种别人对你的付出

可知道每个人对付出的观念及程度都不一样

生活中并不是你付出的多别人就要对你更好（说我不懂感恩也好，没宗教的也好，反正我就是没宗教，又如何？）

那纯粹是你心甘情愿的

更何况即使你觉得你对人好人家是不是真的觉得你这种对待是好的呢？

若真的是好友若真的是对人好

你行为上的压力语言上的伤害

一切都扯平了吧

或许该说请不要自欺欺人了

你真的觉得自己很好吗？

朋友

是时候看开了吧

哦对了

请不要随便对号入座

blek.

=p

2010-04-12T18:36:00.003+08:00

《两道选择题，看完之后我真的只剩下沉默》

2010-03-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

another story stolen from facebook. sheng's roommate :P hahaha. but i think its really meaningful. story like this =)

上课了。老教授面带微笑，走进教室，对同学们说：“我受一家机构委托，来做一项问卷调查，请同学们帮个忙。”一听这话，教室里轻微的一阵议论：问卷？比上课有趣多了。
问卷表发下来，同学们一看，只有两道题。

1、他很爱她。她细细的瓜子脸，弯弯的娥眉，面色白皙，美丽动人。可是有一天，她不幸遇上了车祸，痊愈后，脸上留下几道大大的丑陋疤痕。你觉得，他会一如既往地爱她吗？
A、他一定会 B、他一定不会 C、他可能会

2、她很爱他。他是商界的精英，儒雅沉稳，敢打敢拼。忽然有一天，他破产了。你觉得，她还会像以前一样爱他吗？
A、她一定会 B、她一定不会 C、她可能会

一会儿，同学们就做好了。问卷收上来，教授一统计，发现：第一题有10%的同学选A，10%的同学选B，80%的同学选C。第二题呢，30%的同学选了A，30%的同学选B，40%的同学选C。

“看来，美女毁容比男人破产，更让人不能容忍啊。”教授笑了，“做这两题时，潜意识里，你们是不是把他和她当成了恋人关系？”

“是啊。”同学们答得很整齐。

“可是，题目本身并没有说他和她是恋人关系啊？”教授似有深意地看着大家，“现在，我们来假设一下，如果，第一题中的‘他’是‘她’的父亲，第二题中的‘她’是‘他’的母亲。让你把这两道题重新做一遍，你还会坚持原来的选择吗？”

问卷再次发到同学们的手中，教室里忽然变得非常宁静，一张张年青的面庞变得凝重而深沉。几分钟后，问卷收了上来，教授再一统计，两道题，同学们都100%地选了A。

教授的语调深沉而动情：“这个世界上，有一种爱，亘古绵长，无私无求；不因季节更替。不因名利浮沉，这就是父母的爱啊！”

看了，想了，懂了，别忘了世上最爱我们的人就是家里的父母。想家了给家里打个电话，过节了给父母发条短信，父母其实很容易满足的，我们一个小小的举动就能给父母带来无限的感动。

Harvey Norman - epic phailed.

2010-03-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

Below is the reply I got from harvey norman over the "extra scratches" which appeared after I got my mp4 back from them ._. after like 2 months being there. whatever happened to my mp4, if you know, then u know. if u dunno, then u wont know. =D it's dead btw, lol.

Hi Kai Chia,

I'm deeply apologies for the whole unnecessary situation which had
happened to you during the repairing process. Also, I have forwarded
your email to Creative supplier to highlight to them on their working
ethics of their engineer and their below expectation service has
effected our Harvey Norman image as a whole which is unacceptable at
all.

Thus, I will improve our after service in our store as it will be
priority to serve our valued customer in a proper way of handling and
manner.

Thank you again for your feedback and have a nice day!

Best Regards,
Lim Kentson
Manager
(Computers & Communications)
Queensbay, Penang

lalala, i'm pretty sure i won't go there again. conclusion is, harvey norman, sucks. manager! u see that manager's reply? lala.. owh and im really wondering if he go take muet, what band will he get? =P

一个出轨男人与佛的对话

2010-03-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

a meaningful(imo) story stolen from facebook note. i know i know.. small font, hard to read, don't like to read. press (ctrl) + (+) a few more times la k.

深夜，寺里一人一佛，佛坐人站。

人：圣明的佛，我是一个已婚之人，我现在狂热地爱上了另一个女人，我真的不知道该怎幺办。

佛：你能确写你现在爱上的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人吗？

人：是的。

佛：你离婚，然后娶她。

人：可是我现在的爱人温柔，善良，贤惠，我这样做是否有一点残忍，有一点不道德。

佛：在婚姻中没有爱才是残忍和不道德的，你现在爱上了别人已不爱她了，你这样做是正确的。

人：可是我爱人很爱我，真的很爱我。

佛：那她就是幸福的。

人：我要与她离婚后另娶她人，她应该是很痛苦的又怎幺会是幸福的呢？

佛：在婚姻里她还拥有她对你的爱，而你在婚姻中已失去对她的爱，因为你爱上了别人，正谓拥有的就是幸福的，失去的才是痛苦的，所以痛苦的人是你。

人：可是我要和她离婚后另娶她人，应该是她失去了我，她应该才是痛苦的。

佛：你错了，你只是她婚姻中真爱的一个具体，当你这个具体不存在的时候，她的真爱会延续到另一个具体，因为她在婚姻中的真爱从没有失去过。所以她才是幸福的而你才是痛苦的。

人：她说过今生只爱我一个，她不会爱上别人的。

佛：这样的话你也说过吗？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在看你面前香炉里的三根蜡烛，那根最亮。

人：我真的不知道，好象都是一样的亮。

佛：这三根蜡烛就好比是三个女人，其中一根就是你现在所爱的那个女人，芸芸众生，女人何止千百万万，你连这三根蜡烛那根最亮都不知道，都不能把你现在爱的人找出来，你为什么又能确定你现在爱的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人呢？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在拿一根蜡烛放在你的眼前，用心看看那根最亮

人：当然是眼前的这根最亮。

佛：你现在把它放回原处，再看看那根最亮

人：我真的还是看不出那根最亮。

佛：其实你刚拿的那根蜡烛就是好比是你现在爱的那个最后的女人，所谓爱由心生，当你感觉你爱她时，你用心去看就觉的它最亮，当你把它放回原处，你却找不到最亮的一点感觉，你这种所谓的最后的唯一的爱只是镜花水月，到头来终究是一场空。

人：哦，我懂了，你并不是要我与我的爱人离婚，你是在点化我，

佛：看破不说破，你去吧

人：我现在真的知道我爱的是谁了，她就是我现在的爱人。

佛：阿弥陀佛，阿弥陀佛

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意

i found my candle. what about u all? =)

2010-02-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

去年理科依然以双语出题，而有97.5%学生选择全面使用英语作答，比2008年的92.7%增加4.8%。-kwongwah

hmm isn't it obvious that they should stop killing the extra 97.5% trees for like only 2.5% of people.. to use. they might as well make it an option in our registration form as to what language do you want to take the exam in. lalala.. just ranting. ~_~

the Permohonan Kemasukan IPTA thingy.

2010-02-27T17:14:00.002+08:00

oh look.. they not only ask for your skin colour but also your parents'. and i wonder if they'll do something like converting me to islam if i put tiada agama. LOL.

straightened hair. =D

2010-02-10T17:11:00.002+08:00

lmao.. nan de i'm being vain for once. LOL. well first time i got straight hair!!! LOL. too happy. XD i think it looks much better than the previous curly/wavy/messy hair. plus, i have to like it since i paid 1 month's tuition fees for it already. $_$

anyway it was supposed to be li zi tang. but somehow mine isn't really straight. stubborn ppl with stubborn hair. LOL. but better off this way cos at least it has a bit of shape. XD

ermm, comments are welcome.. even if u think its ugly. XD or woody(cha tao). or something.

18sx

2010-01-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

you know what's going on when you're video calling with a pair of couples and suddenly a doraemon face appears out of nowhere blocking the whole scene.. LOL!

Tuition

2010-01-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

LOL. so somehow somehow i became a tuition teacher =P for F1 and F2 science and maths.. hahaha. just came back from the F2 class. all kinds of people. but in a nutshell all are so cute =P

so yes let's talk about today's class.. first thing i entered class i saw a guy. asked him "you F2 isit? science and maths" "ya."

*10 mins later*

2 girls came. so, we started class. i was like

"ok, so did you all do this exercise yet or not?"

"got ah?"

"hello?"

*5 awkward seconds passed by*

"yes? no? dunno?"

"...."

"oklah so i give you all answers now ok?"

"....."

*gave answer. ABCDABCDDABCBC...."

"so any problems? any question dunno can ask.. "

boy finally said something. "of course no la.. we just copied answers."

...............................................

WALAO EH!!!!! *nvm, be patient!*

"ok, then lets go thru the questions."

*read read read* *answer given still can give me wrong answer!*

"you sure this is the correct answer?"

boy said "dunno, thats the answer you gave us."

"i give then must be correct kah?"

boy said "err, i think the answer is the other la."

***continue***

noticed something? girls didn't speak AT ALL. they only talked to each other. but that's only for the first 30 min or so la. after that was better. at least they answered me. replies!!! omg. and in the end, they talked to me. whoa. like happiness which cannot be described. LOL.

but anyway, apparently they were not interested in science and maths and were forced to take tuitions by their parents. anyone has any way to get them interested? or at least get them to move their asses. as they're too old to be "forced". feels bad to be taking money and just doing nothing.

and another thing, is it good if they finally talk to me? i feel that it's easier to teach by befriending them. instead of the normal "teacher" way. feels so stressful. cos i was a rebellious student who sometimes(ok sometimes was a lie) didn't pay attention in class.. @@

as for F1 students, was 3 boys. much much much more lively than these 3. maybe cos they're still being kids la. hahaha. but abit kaypo. last tuesday was the first lesson and this slightly plump boy passed me a short note which says "lao shi ni you nan peng you ma(translates to do you have boyfriend, teacher)" LOL. then i was like "yaya do your work". then omg. second note - "ta deng xia hui lai zai ni ma(will he be coming to fetch you later)" OMFG. =.= ignored his notes and asked him to continue with maths. LOL. no more 天真无邪的小孩.

hmm, so that concludes for my tuition classes lor.. gonna go back to looking at my dayo wong now. byebye. =D

Working Life

2010-01-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

Oh, finally I'm posting up something. :P anyway, been working for some time now, but all part time jobs. Odd jobs.

First one is this promoter job of which basically I've been selling Dynamo.. Dynamo powder, liquid detergent. =s and also today I got lectured for not being err proactive(dun think it is this word but bah limited vocab =P) in promoting Dynamo. But again, price at Jusco memang lah expensive sekali, and that I find it hard to lie to people that it's cheap.. so I just said, "oh, discount sekarang, RMxx.xx saja." =s oh well, let's hope tomorrow's sales will get better. =)

Second job I attended to was well to be a tuition teacher for F1 and F2 students. Okok lah. I'm garang mah. Hahah. Laugh with you can. Do your work or else.. heheheeee. xD but the kids were really cute. And also smart. Smart at using cellphones to solve maths questions. Smart at creating new spelling *fack*. -_- Smart at randomly speaking words like *gangbang*. =.= well in short boys being boys.. naughty. Hahaha. Anyway, anyone have any F1 and F2 science and maths topical exercises or reference books? Mind to borrow me? =D

Oh and another part time job.. Typing. Hahaha. Shall not elaborate much on it. But in short it is I get money for typing. which is good. xD so it sounded like I've got 3 jobs which I'm suppose to be busy.. but actually I'm quite free. Only working on 4 days out of 7 days a week. xD probably will go apply to be part time waitress(if only the shop wants me) too. Hahahah different jobs different experience!!~~ wulala.

Been addicted to Dayo Wong lately. Ever since Octy JY introduced tvb series "You're Hired" to me LOL. Re-watched War of the Genders. Then watching Catching the Uncatchable aka dong dok san tam now. xD gonna watch more of his stand up comedies when I'm done with all his dramas. =DD I know I know, he's 50 years old, lao ah pek already.. no worries, LWY is still more attractive. I told him he'd be the top 1 to 100 in my fav list. Dayo Wong will be the 101th. LOL. Ok back to drama.. next post coming up.. nowhere soon =P

pigs?

2010-01-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

seriously cannot stand immature people who think they are soooooo great and call another race pig. shows how childish and narrow minded you are. call me naive. i'm still better than you who simply label another race as pigs. blek.

facebook!

2010-01-05T11:52:00.002+08:00

gosh, children nowadays are soooo advanced. while we just created our alumni group for sinkang 2002 graduates like 2 days ago, i found out the kids already created 2009 sin kang 6M on facebook. -_-" suddenly i feel so old. so outdated. LOL. they even invited the teachers to go on facebook. and they have sinkang photo. website. -_-" omfgness. i feel like lao ah ma nia..

lalala~ fooddddd trip

2010-01-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

school reopened.. nothing much to write on. december was tiring but fun. went around pg, getting lost in town, making epic stunts in the middle of some big roads(while bringing lim susu around), had simple supper meetings with old friends, family trip which was actually a food trip. hahahah. that was just a summary. so basically another boring post without photos. available photos are up on facebook nowadays cos blogger's photo uploader's just too lousy. i've got no photos for this trip cos well.. some technical problem occurred. and it's still not solved yet. hahahah =P

anyway, i've good food to recommend you guys! idk if i'm the only katak di bawah tempurung or not(which is most likely the case here..) but seafood at kuala selangor rocks! but needa take about 1.5 hours of driving from KL(sunway pyramid actually). and like every other good seafood in fishing villages, the restaurant is built on a lot of wooden planks. below is the sea/river water, and you can see a lot of plastics and some non-recyclable floating(if it sinks, you can't see it on the surface xD) substances. you can even watch the process of the worker dumping rubbish into the water while waiting for your food. :P (talk about pollution..) we waited like 20 mins before we got a table. you can imagine how busy the restaurant is. then while we were seated waiting there were some people shouting. apparently a rat was running about on the PVC water pipe (which is like 2m from ground level). and after the rat was gone, everyone continued to eat. -_-" after like an hour, our first dish finally came. it was erm some fried baby octopus i think. the baby octopus tasted crispy and the taste.. i forgot already. but was really nice lah cos everyone finished it like really quickly. before the rice came? the more notable dishes are probably butter crabs(never had that before so it was really new to me) and steamed fish with ermm juice which tasted kinda sour(sorry lah, i'm not the one who ordered all the food -_-"). then i forgot what else. cos i was too busy eating crabs. XD

after that we went to fireflies park where we took a ride on sampan just to view those natural LED around the mangrove swamps. was 40 bucks per sampan and 4 person max on a sampan. was my first time being on a sampan and.. it felt 200 times worse than being on a motorboat. cos it's like soooooo small and not stable. gave me a feeling that if i just jump lightly and it will turn over. which is bad. cos the sampan uncle said there's buaya there! but he said that night would be fine cos the water was flowing quite fast. haha so yeah it was quite thrilling :P

next day, klang bak kut teh. which was the most disappointing meal of all. probably cos we didn't go to the most famous shop. idk why. so yeah, the bkt tasted so-so only, in fact i think bkt in farlim tastes better.

afternoon, gone to melaka for food again. this time, nyonya food! at ngok lan or something. i think this one most ppl know la. its freaking famous and again, have to wait for table. worse still, they gave us like 4 sets of fork and spoons + plates short. when we asked the boy, he said sorry ah, downstairs washing. wth. so poor cannot buy more sets meh? -_-" by the time i got my plate(i was one of the 4 lor..), my cousin almost finish his rice d. =.=

then we had chendol standing by the stall(the famous one =s). another shop with not enough chairs and tables. i couldnt differentiate the ingredients but my bro said they put less gula melaka but it tastes just good? something like that. for me it was better than penang chendol lah. i don't really enjoy penang chendol cos.. too much santan.

last meal of the day, chicken rice balls lor.. the famous shop already tutup kedai for the day, so we had to eat at some other shops. which had lousy food. and lousy service as well. =s

i guess the boring post above concludes the food trip. i've got the coordinates of the kuala selangor seafood saved in my gps so i guess if you want it just ask from me. XD and also some others which i don't remember :P oh well after so much food i guess i'll go jog tmr morning. lets hope it doesn't rain. =)

1000步的故事

2009-12-26T02:41:00.002+08:00

有人说

如果2人的距离是1000步，只要对方踏出1步，某人会踏出其余的999步。

或许他是认真的

不过不会累吗？

我不相信

或许 1000步是真的

不过往往在1000步以后还有更多的1000步

如果第一次的1000步对方让你走了99.9% 你认为下一次的1000步他会帮你走多少呢？

你是否会每次帮他走完99.9%的路程？（放屁，你看过谁的爸妈一人走999步而另一人走1步吗？）

这不是一道爱情的问题友情等一切事物

我想往往很多人在一开始时都这么说

但大概到了或许500步便开始累了放弃了

但也有些人再多的1000步也很努力地走下去

我觉得 1000步的故事比较适合父母

真正肯替我们一次又一次的走完那999步的人是父母与家人而不是什么有的没的

我想除了亲情没有任何感情可以是这样的伟大

再回想。。你是否为了你家的两位大人走过那所谓的999步？我自认没有。。

很简单的故事却有很大的启示（这叫启示吗？我华语很烂._.）

wulala

2009-12-11T14:13:00.002+08:00

wulala~ post exam is happiness. happiness is being lazy. happiness which cannot be described by words :P well not really lah. just felt more relief and.. basically no life. still enjoying the state i'm in right now. went redbox to scream my lungs out yesterday but i think i almost fell asleep there. not that the mood wasn't high, i was just being very very tired cos i couldn't sleep the night before. must have been too excited that exam's finally over. =D and then, came home and went out again with jeanne. to do something. but ended up we didn't do what we planned to do, and i finally bought myself the rubik 360 i've been eying on. cos toy r us is having sales. :( spent 60 bucks on a toy! LOL. but bah, who cares. can't remember when was the last time i bought myself a toy. but anyway, this rubik thing sucks. i solved the 60 bucks in less than an hour. compared to the square rubik which i'm still not able to solve after 10 years. LOL. but well still fun to play with it. xD and also bought a mini chick figure wind-up toy(according to octy) for juey juey. it's like u wind the thing and put the chick on the ground and it starts jumping forward.. LOL. damn cute. and looks exactly like juey's display pic. XD

and im gonna stress it again and again.. people please drive with some driving ethics la! bikes or cars.. ishhh. both are just as frustrating. and also cars are reminded not to do emergency brake if possible. aunt told me a friend of hers got into an accident cause of that. he was riding a bike and then the car in front braked suddenly. then he also braked and fell off his motor and had to undergo a surgery which involves moving his flesh from thigh to arm or something like that. sounds very creepy. (might be good thing if u think ur thigh has too much fats, but again LOL) and it cost him 10-20k lidat! he didn't get to claim insurance cause the car in front actually didn't know he fell. cos he didn't banged the car, he fell off cause he had to brake suddenly. =s

so yeah, thats all for yesterday.. hmm might update some time later. and no photos cos im too lazy to transfer. don't like to mess with cables. and dont have bluetooth. so whatever. XD

Facial

2009-12-05T16:16:00.003+08:00

facial for the first time in my life taught me something. i can sweat more(cold sweats, LOL) during just 30 mins of facial in an air cond room(30 min the person spent plucking dirts out of my face, or u can say exciting all my pain nerves to the highest level) than going 2 hours of badminton in a poor to almost none ventilated badminton court room. i guess poking holes on my face is a better sports than badminton in terms of sweating. and meh, when the person saw my face, she went "gai lo". =.=

anyway, facial was damn painful. maybe cause my face is too dirty(as in too much of clogged pores). she spent idk how long pinching and poking(it felt like that, i didn't see how she did it) only my forehead and right cheek and a little bit of left cheek. she didn't even touch my nose yet. LOL. so yeah now my forehead and cheeks felt better but look worse due to all the red spots. i hope they're gonna be gone soon cause i don't wanna go out with face like this. ._. horror.

day of epic phail.

2009-11-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

epic number one: went to refill petrol at shell. paid money. walked back to car while keeping change. hence, was not looking at where im walking. as a result, fell down right outside the convenience store at shell. fell down as in whole body goes down to the left. yippee. scratched my left knee. now they're gonna look so balanced cos my right knee's got a scar from the accident months ago. hurray. left palm was saved. purse was sacrificed. bad.

epic number two: came back around 8 something. smart timing. got stuck in ultra major traffic jam. on a sloped road. double hurray.

epic number three: wasn't really epic la. but i find it amusing. was listening to mix.fm. it was finally playing my fav song. was waiting at a traffic light. car behind came closer and closer. no he didn't bang my car. apparently his fm modulator frequency was set to 91.0. i was forced to listen to his old man chinese song. ._. until after turning at traffic light. both cars moving. and still listening. LOL. when i finally got rid of him(ie we took different road) my song almost finish d. LOL.

sigh. got honked and also a few close call. what a day. =s and i wasn't even sleepy. =s

Kiasu Singaporean At JB

2009-11-14T12:59:00.001+08:00

epic. LOL.

2009-11-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/13/nation/20091113190656&sec=nation

all kind of ppl around the world.. btw, i just know that u can get a pistol for rm20k in pg. hmm. 23yo guy cannot let go of 35yo girl. to that extent. =s

2009-11-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/opinion/breaking-views/43153-maybe-the-level-of-graft-is-high-because-we-dont-love-our-politicians-enough--the-malaysian-insider

well read it if ure interested =P alot of sarcasm or wait maybe its not sarcasm anymore. xD

just sharing.

2009-11-11T16:30:00.003+08:00

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/opinion/hafidz-baharom/43004-schools-sex-and-race-politics

an article from malaysian insider. some of you might find it a waste of time to be reading articles like this but i think its meaningful to read this especially when it comes from a malay. good for people like me who doesn't even have a malay friend yet at the age of 19 :P throw away that racism mindset(if u have any, i know alot do :P) that was probably instilled by the previous generation(not saying its bad, i get it often cause maybe they went through the 13 may incident or whatever).

owh and join this group in facebook. it's called no races, just malaysians. nice right? =)

2009-11-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

看来看去。。生命真是脆弱。天要你死，你就得死。。没得选。

生老病死是自然循环。不认识他，也不曾听过他，直到他死了我才知道他死了。不觉得伤心什么的，只是突然有点感触。也不是第一次听到人家死，不过看了他的部落格，令我觉得今天驾车回家没被撞死，我算是幸运了。

安息吧！

11yo mom!

2009-11-04T12:05:00.003+08:00

http://www.dailychilli.com/news/640-girl11-gives-birth-on-wedding-day

ahaha. title says it all. she doesn't look like she's 11 though. and i like her cause she said "I didn't know I was pregnant until my grandmother saw I had put on weight. I just thought I'd eaten too many burgers." LOL. and her parents are actually proud of her. but unfortunately her husband is facing charges for having sex with minor. LOL.

Potong or not potong?

2009-11-03T17:43:00.003+08:00

hmm.. anyone living in msia and listen to radio i'm pretty sure you've heard of the battle of advertisements by 2 apparently infamous broadband services namely P1 wimax and the legendary streamyx. it all started off with P1 coming out with this used-to-sound-funny-but-uber-lame-after-listening-to-it-3-times-a-day commercial. in fact i got so annoyed i would switch channel immediately everytime i hear it. *though me switching radio channel like every 2 seconds is a common thing. especially when i'm driving. *

so well, recently(like 2 days ago when i heard of it i think. maybe cos i hadn't drive/listen to commercials for some time already) our ~~legendary~~ *ahem* infamous streamyx came up with an even more creative commercial which is something like this. "eh you cut already ar? we all cut already leh, but still so slow, blablabla, yadda yadda yadda, ......, streamyx is still better!(the main point, lalala)

haiyor, i don't think anyone is seriously bothered bout what kind of bullshit or creative commercials they come up with. well, not me at least. these broadband companies seem to not know about what kind of service they're suppose to provide us the customers with. it's some freaking smooth, ~~fast~~ moderate,webpage load-able connection like you said on the brochure, not some funny commercials. at least, thats not the reason i pay rm66/month for. hmm, i'll post the steamyx commercial up if i can find it on youtube. =s and seriously, both commercials are lame. and also, if you're interested in listening to that commercial, just tune in to flyfm/hitz.fm or some other radio channels lah.

owh, and more complaint posts will be coming up cos this is exam period. =P

纳闷

2009-10-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

exam coming in less than a month.. people are busy putting their best effort in studies while i'm here.. distracted, feeling dull and emo.. so i'll tell a story i came across yesterday.

昨天跟妈妈去素食店，果然是人山人海。人山人海也算了，看看食物，还不是来来去去那几样菜。人家说，吃菜便宜hor，不过叻，吃素与吃菜原来是不一样的。吃素，我还倒不如去吃快餐。除了吃肉和不吃肉，我看不出什么差别。若是宗教信仰，那就没话好说了。

午餐去的素食店：贵得半死，1饭（废话）3菜 RM5.50.比打抢还要命。饮料的杯，跟mcdonalds没两样。不环保也算了。买3块sushi，RM3.50。Tesco可以买三盒了。

晚餐去的，还好，1饭2菜 RM2.70. 3菜 RM3.40. 杯子是可以洗的，不过嘛，汤匙和叉，是塑料的。半斤八两。

所以说嘛，吃什么素，积福吗？环保吗？还不是没两样，自欺欺人，以为自己在拯救世界啊。。原理跟在earth hour关灯却每天在浪费电的人一样。

roach hunting: phailed.

2009-10-23T19:41:00.004+08:00

went up to get my clothes in my room. saw a moving object on the floor. got my clothes, went downstairs. get some old newspaper, roll it into a cylinder, went back up. hunted around my bed(it's a tilam on the parquet floor.. ). saw something moving around my pillow. whack my pillow. awesome. an unidentified dark chocolate coloured object flew out from below it. and back under it. hit a few more times. moved the pillow away. stupid roach went hiding under my bed. roach hunting: phailed. sigh.

GOOGLE: The Best Place to Work in the World.

2009-10-21T21:51:00.001+08:00

awesome-ness. sigh, when i grow up, i wanna work at google too. =(

宫心计！！！

2009-10-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

我要看宫心计！！！！

都是astro on demand 的错 =( 搞什么preview的嘛。。

.....

who knows where can dl hk dramas? torrent, anything.. it's time for me to start preparing some dramas for post-stpm lifeless way of living. wulala~

PAPAPAPAPA

2009-10-20T17:44:00.003+08:00

reading PA off a website. a useful one for STPM candidates. it's actually a blog created and maintained by a PA teacher who's still teaching in jit sin. anyway, very the sien lor PA. all the essays. gotto learn how to write and appreciate them. i better not fail it -_-" but then, read till wanna kun ki. despite eating that tablet dad bought last night. it's call vavalert. the retail price is 75 bucks for 30 tablets but dad said he bought it for 50 bucks. he also say the ppl gave him 25% discount. so which is the right one? go figure urself. LOL. anyway, google a little on it and u'll find out it has an active ingredient called theobromine. it claims to make you concentrate better and stuff like that, but actually it just works the way caffeine does, minus the side effects blahblah. according to wiki, it doesn't seem to be something very good. according to the packaging, it says CSE patent pending. what's CSE? chuah suan eng? LOL. but oklah. at least today i didn't feel sleepy after bathing. just eyes feeling very dry cos i've been looking at this very monitor for the past few hours. @_@

so ok, back to PA now. 1Malaysia, what ah, bangsa malaysia, rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan? and also, kerajaan akan bersikap adil dan saksama tanpa meminggirkan sebarang kaum. ideal ideals.

DiGi's marketing/whatever department uber smart sekali.

2009-10-20T13:53:00.003+08:00

as exam gets closer, usually my tendency to blog becomes higher. it kinda became a way to escape from all the studying i guess(a good/valid excuse to slack for like 3 mins? :P). u can see that i blogged an average of 1.1 post per day during my spm period(nov 2007).

so back to the title there. why did i say DiGi's marketing department very smart? DiGi's very good at earning money. in like one short week, i received 2 sms-es from digi stating things like "thank you for being a loyal customer to us! as a reward, we will give u 100 free sms-es to your FnF." that means i got 200 free sms-es from digi to sms my fnf. sounds very good hor? but the fact is, i was already subscribed to the antique powerpack of which i pay 5 bucks every month to send sms to fnf for free. so, i paid rm5 to get free smses to fnf, and then digi gave me 200 free smses to fnf again. make sense? no. a friend of mine was complaining that she was still charged for all the smses despite getting the free smses reward.

today, i got another msg from DiGi stating they're changing the charging block from 30 sec to 60 sec from 1st nov onwards. which means i get to be double charged for everytime i call home. very smart lor. cos they know nobody calls home for like more than 30 secs anyway. so now, for every one call, they earn double. and also it was stated in the sms that i get 13% reload bonus if i reload during blabla period. but the fact is, the 13% bonus goes into some stupid bonus call balance thingy which until now i still cannot find where to check balance of it. which means, i won't know if digi's really deducting the right amount from my bonus credit or not.

lala. so yes i'm complaining again. LOL. owh and people who're thinking to switch to digi for their so lumayan-looking packages.. there's always udang di sebalik batu. don't just see the big words. they always have those T&C applies and stuff like that. and why am i still sticking to digi? cos i paid too much rm2 in adding fnf and also some private reasons(ie to communicate with someone living on the other end of the earth) :P

sms-es which make u go speechless.

2009-10-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

okla.. my life's been very dull with not much movies, not much outings, plus the laziness to upload photos is growing in me(i mean it has been with me all the time, bah who cares). i swear im gonna go shopping right after stpm. wheeee. *i know totally unrelated. LOL*

so this story(which actually is not a story, just put it on for fun) is brought to you with a moral by the end of it. it all began last night when i went to sp's cousin's house with her to do some revision for the coming exam(which would also be the last exam if i don't do well. =s) so just before i was about to fall asleep on studying production of chlorine gas, an unknown number sent me a msg. it was in malay. i thought someone just sent msg to the wrong number. anyway, was nothing big cause usually after ppl realized they've sent to the wrong person, they ain't gonna send it again right? apparently no.. not for this person here. or perhaps the sender's hating me and decided to prank on me =s

1:24am, 10.19.2009

from +60164749737

msg: hang ada kat mana (it means where are you i THINK.)

after 2 hours.. when i was almost sound asleep..

3:11am, 10.19.2009

from +60164749737

msg: I love you so much, can i fuck you now. (what the hell? desperate freak isit? you wanna f*** go f*** urself in the toilet la. or tell that to ur gf. don't just send it to some random number.)

6 mins later, .....

3:17am, 10.19.2009

from +60164749737

msg: I love you. (probably done with his business in the toilet. but again, before you send ur msg, would you mind checking the receipient's number first!!!!!)

to wake up to this kind of msg, my first thought was to reply him with some vulgars. which i did not. cause no point wasting my money on bastard like that. sending nonsense at 3am. wtf. purposely posted his number up cause hmph i'm not happy that people wake me up at the some unholy hour(3am, wtf!!) just to read some rubbish when i just went to bed like around 2. ugh. ruined my day.

owh and the moral of the story is to double check the number of recipient before you send msg like that which is meant for either some sex-over-the-phone number/ur real or imaginary gf/wife/mistress and not to some random number. lala. kthxbai. back to studies. still feeling tired. ==

摘自一首歌～

2009-10-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

電話再甜美　傳真再安慰　

也不足以應付不能擁抱你的遙遠

as for what song is it.. this is for me to know and for you to find out :P

Wrong hole 中文字幕版

2009-10-17T21:26:00.001+08:00

lmao. and we don't need birth control. i didn't mean to post up all these vids! *refers to previous superwhite* but seriously they sing quite well.. just the lyrics so funny. XD enjoy and i hope ure not offended!

超級白 MV：HE有激人

2009-10-16T11:54:00.001+08:00

hahaha cousin gave me this. this is so funny! for those who cannot understand chinese, go ask someone who understands mandarin to explain to u =P

i hereby declare war against house pests. especially roaches.

2009-10-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

author of the blog is currently obsessed with termination of house pests. anyone with good idea(other than shieldtox, killing them one by one manually, keeping the room clean), come forward. anyone who knows what is bay leaf or catnip and where to get them, please comment. until then, i shall go back to google searching for more informations on how to be rid of roaches. cause seriously, if i continue to sleep downstairs like once every 3 nights, i will go crazy due to the lack of proper rest. and dun ask me why am i so sensitive with those house pests. and no, the contradicting fact is, i'm quite lazy at clearing things up. but now, if its for getting rid of them.. i shall change and tidy everything up. and from now on, i shall refrain from buying anything that's black/dark in colour. roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

cute japanese crossdressers

2009-10-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

== watch to the end.. its not a she. its a HE. HEHEHEHEHE. makeup and hairdo seriously do wonders. see the before and after! omfg.

yadthrib yppah zsl

2009-10-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

selamat hari jadi happy birthday sheng ri kuai le blablabla HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY mr lim.. may your WISH come true. =P

(please don't tell me it's sheng's bday today. i always mix up their birthdays. whatever. happy birthday to whoever it is. LOL)

失去方向盘。。

2009-10-11T19:47:00.004+08:00

ok.. i know this blog is getting more and more emo. but then. sigh. this is not another emo post. just don't feel like studyinggggg. ive been seeing kekule and CHCHCHCHCHNHNHNHNHOHOHOHOHOH for the past 24 hours(minus the sleeping time).

ahhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

its just 2 more months, 2 more months and i'll be free from it!!! (for 6 months before i start screaming again)

(i know that the title has got some grammatical errors. don't remind me of that. thankyouverymuchandpleasecomeagain)

until then, 人类们，加油了！

generation gap. i wish they never existed.

2009-10-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

sometimes when i feel like sharing certain things with adults(parents, relatives, basically, people who's.. >20 years older?), i wonder why did they have to give me discouraging reactions that made me feel like i'm not ever gonna tell them again. ._. advices are fine, but just because you're older, you're more experienced in life than i do, doesn't mean you can think that you know everything. just because you're so used to your traditional way in dealing with things. telling is a way of sharing. it isn't a way of letting you know and thereby telling me what should i do next(or rather, i think it's more of a what would you do next). i am not you. and i would never wanna be you. =P

maybe 20 years later, i would be imposing my ways and thoughts upon my children(if i ever get any..). but for now.. i must really say that i'm a rebellious child who'd prefer to do without those. 苦口婆心doesn't make you anymore 伟大than you are. and no, i'm not talking about my mom or dad. anyone who knows me well would know that.. or maybe not. hehe. =P

random grumbling on a random afternoon.

2009-10-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

sigh. just came home from school after staying back in library. and got shocked by some stupid reckless motorcyclist who decided to make a fast turning at anak yatim there of which he crossed over to my lane(which is the opposite lane) and.. i almost banged into him or something. well lucky i did not. and from that point until i reached home, i was thinking of the consequences if he banged into me(i turned at 20/30kmh k. his motor slanted like 50/60 degree. and INTO my lane. wtf.). wondering if was i the one at fault or him if that ever happens! so well, just a msg to everyone out there whos riding motor recklessly(note the word recklessly k), if u think ur life's not important, im fine with that. but i think my driving license is too important to be gantung because of people like you! seriously, people like that should just die far far.. far far far far far. as far as out of my sight. sadly that'd never happen. cause farlim is so full of nuts like that.

If I Have 100Mbps

2009-10-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

hahahahah.. couldnt help but to laugh at the part "wa men kua wiki, wa eh pa dota". LOLOLOL. enjoy!

(source)

LAB STORI TEYLOR SWITCH

2009-10-04T20:37:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahah.. roflmao. 18sx though. :P

pms or whatever it is.

2009-09-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

insomnia. i barely slept at all last night. i keep waking up but i didn't check the clock till like the n-th time i woke up, i smsed somebody, only to see the clock on my cellphone showing 4.35am or so. like wtf. so i didn't sleep until 4.35am. and then i drove to school with a blur mind, making my first and second mistake of the day. stepping fuel when car is in free gear, and 2 seconds later, forgot that i was already in 3rd gear, braked the car completely - engine stalled. bad starting of a (long/short?) day. whatever. so then i was in school. with this mad serial killer face i think. wasn't too sure. till like 8 smtg i finally decided to go to the washroom and washed my face. becomes more 清醒 and less ugly looking(in the sense that i have that look which look as if the whole world owed me or something). after that i think i'd been laughing unusually much today. for some reason i can't explain. mood swing maybe? or perhaps a desperate attempt by myself to tell myself that i wasn't feeling that irritable at all. LOL. whatever it is ba.

went lunch with Osp for some 10 bucks set lunch which taste surprisingly good(for a 10 bucks set lunch which includes soup, main course and desert, its very good liao). after dropping her at her bike, drove back home. was a miracle how i ever got home.. almost fell asleep driving home. at like, 230pm. LOL. and came home, bathed, go sleep. didn't want to sleep too much so that i can get some good sleep tonight(as i do not want the insomnia cycle to go on forever!), asked mc to wake me up after like 90 mins. obviously, i couldn't wake up =.= i woke up in the sense that my mind wasn't resting anymore, but still lay in the bed cause i was too tired/lazy(?) to get up. till 30 mins ago. when i started writing this post.

so now i know, having a problem with sleep is a really truly undeniably *blablabla-ly* a BIG problem to my daily life. =.= sleepy when i'm not supposed to, staying awake when i'm suppose to sleep. argh. i can't do anything when i'm suppose to be doing it(eg studying)! so damn frustrating! =.= if this goes on for 2 more days i think i'm gonna start screaming at everybody around me for no reason. LOL. owh and btw, wish me luck so i can fall asleep as soon as i get into my bed. this sucks. i hadn't got insomnia for at least years. but thats... before the raya week. well that explains why i have been sleeping and waking up late during the raya week. but that's ok cause i had no school! now 2 days into school, i'm already feeling like crap. 2 more days, .... wish me luck. ><

KC__(fill in the blanks la), i'm happy to be back talking with you. =)

and, Tsp, sorry if i ignored you this morning. was feeling like crap. =s

sigh, my blog just gotten more and more emo as time goes by. LOL.

cardboard car at BK

2009-09-27T20:29:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA! definitely a must watch. must must watch. LOL. but ignore the fella's laughter lah. the one who took the vids.. his laughter abit noisy. =P

O.o

2009-09-25T15:43:00.002+08:00

whee.. facebook is so advanced these days u can send allah too! click to enlarge if u cant see it.. its on the notification part. LOL. (don't sue me, i'm just pointing out what i see)

2009-09-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

no more angry nor emo. but i was angry, not because of what had happened, but rather the reason behind it. when i cooled down and re-read that post, and i realized it was really harsh. but still, that was what i had in my mind when i was angry, when i was in doubt. so i shall not take it off the blog. anyway, it's over, so no point for me to hold grudge against anyone. ah, such a gloomy weekend. =s and, selamat hari raya. though i dont think anyone who celebrates this occasion is reading this. lol.

fucktard.

2009-09-19T21:42:00.005+08:00

sometimes, it amazes me how insensible people can get. as for how insensible they can get, it's best left to your imagination. cause sometimes, something might just go beyond your imagination. =)

in conclusion, feeling sibeh tulan. pardon my use of profanities. but i'm really sorry at the level of your intelligence. at differentiating what should be done first and later. and sorry is not the word for you say it, cause you know what? it's not even meaningful anymore coming out of you. in fact, you're insulting that word when it comes out of you. if you know who you are, i'm telling you this, but you totally disappointed me, as a person, and as a close friend that i used to cherish. but i don't think you deserve that anymore. cause sometimes, things just have its limits. and no amount of sorry will be enough, cause whats done is done. but considering what you've done, it got me thinking, do you even think of me as a friend? or is that all that you care? but no, you don't have to answer me now, cause i've got the answer already. it's just 20 minutes, but you know what, that 20 minutes just told me everything i needed to know. and thanks for telling me that way. =) but if you don't know who you are, then good. i can only say, i'm sorry that you're truly insensible to the surroundings. and whether you know who you are or not, i'm still gonna say this. my life just don't have enough space for idiots like you.

(and no, i'm not saying what you did is entirely wrong, it just doesn't match with what i'd do if i were you. yes, and i believe what normal people with minimal sense of logic would've done. we just have different preferences in life. that's it. and obviously, i prefer people who's similar to myself. i don't have the free time or energy to try to suit myself to some other people's way of life. but what's written above, is truly what i felt. and if, you know who you are, please use that last bit of your logic and think about it. kthxbai)

reader comments is disallowed.

=(

2009-09-15T16:16:00.001+08:00

is regretting the 17 bucks i spent after checking on the internet. gah. will not tell u what i bought. LOL. but the next time, i shall be smart and buy something better which is just 4 ringgit plus. AHHHHHH. :(

war!!! omg.

2009-09-10T13:35:00.006+08:00

Armed Indonesian Nationalists Block Road In Hunt for Malaysians
Dozens of people belonging to an anti-Malaysia group briefly attempted an intimidating road-block and ID check to identify Malaysians along a busy Central Jakarta street on Tuesday, but came up empty-handed.

The operation, initially planned for an hour, only lasted for thirty minutes, but witnesses said the action managed to raise tension as activists stopped drivers and asked for their IDs.

A road block was erected directly in front of the central post of the anti-Malaysia group, the Benteng Demokrasi Rakyat (People’s Defense of Democracy) in the vacant former headquarters of a political party.

The sight of men carrying sharpened bamboo sticks was more than enough to raise concerns among those who were stopped.

The group also distributed small Indonesian flags and tied red and white scarves, the colors if the country’s flag, around their heads and at the ends of their makeshift weapons.

Police immediately closed off the segment of the road where the roadblock was erected and redirected traffic through Cikini, while dozens of police watched on guard from afar but took no apparent action.

Muchtar Bonaventura, who claimed to be the coordinator of the group, said the sweep was held to warn the Malaysian government not to act recklessly against Indonesian citizens and to stop claiming Indonesian culture as their own. *??????*

Although they did not find any Malaysian citizens, Muchtar vowed to continue similar actions and even expand the operation to seek offices and houses belonging to Malaysians. His group has been virulently anti-Malaysian, and had even opened registration for volunteers to wage war against the neighboring country.

Jakarta Globe

Source

googled a lil on it and found something even more interesting.. but i shall not paste it here cause i couldn't find the real source. so i do not know how true is that. but well.. just for entertainment :P link scroll down and read the sentence in big red font if u're lazy to read the whole passage. and also reply #15. i find it funny. LOL. anyway it is said to be from the straits times lah but i couldn't find the real article. found it here though.

FML

2009-09-09T17:18:00.003+08:00

today damn suey lor. the first day of my trials.

yesterday i fell sick and spent the whole day lying half dead in my bed. and today went to school like half dead also. and took my first paper. PA1. and halfway thru when i was solving the last few questions(which are the general questions table analyzing etc questions) my calculator's battery died off suddenly. and sooo. i raised my hand ans asked the teacher if i could borrow lor. then she was like you know you're not supposed to borrow *well i know lar, what to do, my calc is NOT suppose to die so fast. the battery is suppose to last at least 2 years ok? and i only bought it last year. wtf.* then fine, someone kind with 2 calculators lent me one of hers. and i use. less than 2 calculations done, the lcd screen went blurry. and subsequently DIED. was like WTF. 2 calcs died. what happened to my fingers. was sick ma. couldn't think logically. so i ended up estimating all answers. =.= and then. just 5 mins before the test ends, i was kinda free since i couldn't do calculations anymore, i just randomly press on my calculator again. and it worked. =.= for that 5 mins. ended up borrowing calculator from wai kuan. AHHHH. fking tl la. where got ppl so suey one. and worse still, i was sick and blur, so i drove home and banged the wall right outside my house. i drove for 1.5 years and had NEVER banged my own house wall before. now i broke the record. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML. lalala~

FML!!!!!!!

falling sick at the wrong time.

2009-09-08T19:15:00.002+08:00

spent the whole fking afternoon lying in the bed resting. and my headache still doesn't go away, worse still, im having nausea. and don't feel like eating. and again, mom's insisting that i must eat. (her logic works in a way such that u must have breakfast, lunch and dinner. and it doesn't matter whether ur breakfast is half an hour or 12 hours after ur lunch or dinner. well something like that.) sigh.

2009-09-07T18:19:00.002+08:00

honestly, who cares about what msia do in all that issues and organizations! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *screams* and also, who cares about what court what limits they have! lalala~ i should be studying, not ranting. hmm. byez.

Spirit of Yankumi.

2009-09-07T15:55:00.003+08:00

FAITOOOOOooooooooOOOooo, OOOoooooOOOOOOOOoooooooHHhhhhhHHHhhhhhhHH! LOL

If you don't know what i'm talking about, here.

Well actually you still won't know what was that for after reading there. cause that fighto oh thing is her favourite quote(or whatever it is) to raise her students' fighting spirit or something, the gambate harder spirit. just feel like it right now cause i still got 7 years of PA to go. 7 years of mahkamah, parliament, asean, komanwel, nam, blablabla. and 1.5 topic on physics. lala~

徐佳瑩-身騎白馬MV

2009-09-06T20:21:00.001+08:00

hahaha. i dunno who she is. but i think this song is quite nice. thanks to sue sing for introducing! wulala~

lala

2009-09-05T13:43:00.002+08:00

the most comfortable way to sit and study. comfy big chair, with one leg on top of the table. purrfect. =D

and this is what people do when they get bored of studying. drawing cartoons, predicting what kind of offspring would you get when u add up 2 different kind of cartoons. a mouth-less, and an ear-less one.
ah well, back to study. shall update after my trials! wulala~

AHHHHH.

2009-08-31T19:12:00.003+08:00

i seriously need to go for a jog or something. ahhhhh i can't stand doing exercises*the ones found in books, not moving around in the park. =(* all day long. ugh. *screamssssssss*

would someone do me a favor and shoo me offline around 5 in the evening to go out instead of staying here basically doing nothing? (cause by that time efficiency gone down to almost 0 already. LOL. )

sigh. i know la. my endurance sucks. study one whole day only complain. but sigh. what to do. i've never studied like this before.

roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ok now i shall go watch roger kwok on the tv eating my dinner. *finally i'm back to watching tv after 5 years of not switching it on. heck i don't even know whats the channel number for 8tv now. @@*

calling over half the globe is cheaper than calling my house phone which is less than a foot away?

2009-08-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

https://www.digi.com.my/intl_services/idd/prepaid/intl_idd_pre.do?page=idd

eh someone tell me.. was i having illusion or the digi prepaid idd call rate to US is 18 sen/min while a less 30 second call to my house phone is like what, 24 sen? =.= lalala~ (and no.. i don't call anyone there. ) anyway, just found out why'd calling my bro's mobile's so cheap. cause a call to s'pore mobile only charges 28 sen/min while calling my house phone, again, would be charged 48 sen. no wonder my mom's been complaining bout it! and i thought it's because she didn't look at the call duration properly.. lol

Jay Chou! Not Gay Chou!

2009-08-27T08:55:00.003+08:00

cant upload this but well.. bah love this playlist x3 its a playlist of a few of jay chou's old songs.. which sounds much more better. though he was still mumbling back then, these mumblings somehow sound more soothing/calming when listened to. hahaha. wulala~ well do click if ure interested ba. and yeah this blog is 回到过去(which btw is the song im listening to! double wulala~).. i keep posting old stuff lately. xD so here u go.. the link =D

Something less nonsensical perhaps.

2009-08-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Oklah.. been reading the posts ive made in the past while searching for that possibly "old" post that ive just posted earlier. but no.. i think it's because most ppl have done it which gave u all the impression that i'm posting it second time.. (well do give me the link if u found that i actually posted it twice =P) so anyway. was reading mah. then realize the posts ive made in the past were more meaningful. in the sense that. i'm really typing something into it. rather than all that nonsense copy-and-paste thingy. but bah. what to do. ive been so busy lately.

so ive been trying to cut down my staring-into-empty-space, randomly-clicking-in-facebook, and randomly-chatting-with-whoever-who's-on-my-msn while putting more effort into revising and doing past years(apparently limited efforts, still blogging nonsense here). not hopeful of getting excellent results in my trials anymore, just well, at least got to try my best. and score for stpm. must. sigh. still indecisive of whether to go gua tempurung or not this saturday. it's gonna take up a whole day cause its a half day trip and well i'll be tired and needs rest after i come back also.. so yeah one bright saturday wasted. =\ but well.. no doubt it'd be a fun experience to go. but trials' on 9 sept too.. so should i go? comment comment. thx =)

okay, time to get back to past years, bye humans. =(

KOKIA　「ありがとう」　Live in Paris 2007

2009-08-26T17:58:00.001+08:00

awesomeness =D

taken from sp's blog.. hmm.

2009-08-26T12:16:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

so you be the judge.. accurate or not? i personally think its quite accurate. hahaha. =P

AquaTimez - sen no yoru wo koete

2009-08-22T20:17:00.001+08:00

wulalas. old song. most probably heard before. suddenly talked bout it with uncle and now its looping on my playlist again.. (which has only one song, btw) enjoy if u havent listen to the song before! =D and also go watch the bleach movie if u havent. memories of nobody! wulalas~ *sings along to the song*

ouChhhhhhh

2009-08-11T13:24:00.003+08:00

done the nOob-est thing on earth today.

was sitting in the classroom solving my maths until a bee came "exploring" my skirt. =.= it was standing on the outside of the skirt, and slOwly crawled downwards, looking as if it was about to enter my skirt.... *speechless* then i got panicked and stood up, waved my skirt like crazy, and i guess the bee got panicked too so it fell onto somewhere below my knee and stung it. sensing pain(was just a littleeeeee bit at that time) i sort of shake it off my leg and it fell to the ground. for a moment i was indecisive between killling or not killing it *LOL*. but bah obviously.. in less than a second anger took over and BAM.. muahahaha it was gone for good. (but actually, bee dies after it stings. so i'm not that evil ok? *big wet eyes*)

you know what, killing's addictive, especially insects. cause no blood, only uh, juices come out of them. so its the satisfaction minus the disgusting look. ok im not in any way promoting killing here. LOL. *uncivilised people with no religion and little beliefs in life. blah*

so yeah i went down to the office with the kebajikan girl(thanks sao yun =D) and waited for the teacher in charge to come. and after that 垃圾婆婆 came by and i asked her if i'm suppose to apply anything and she said no...? *wtf? idk, never got stung before this* and she brought me this w/e cream(which i believe every household got in their little first aid kit, it sounds abit like zambuk according to sao yun, not sure of the spelling) which was meant for.. mosquito bites. can apply like this one meh? i dunno. like i said inexperienced mah. and GAWD she was so damn kiamsiap la. told me not to apply ~~too~~ so much. when my finger just touched the cream and she took the thing away d. sumore the cream was like damn hard kind, practically didn't manage to "koh" anything also. so i took the cream and apply it again by myself. hahahah. then sat in the bilik kebajikan and chatted with sao yun for bout 15 mins or so before she went back to class while i went to find sim kah seng. who told me it's better that i get a jab from clinic or something. sooooo i went back to 垃圾婆婆 and tell her i want to get a jab. and 垃圾婆婆 called my mom to get her approval and OMFG i think she speaks louder than the pasar sell fish one. coincidentally sim sim walked into the office while she was on the phone and before leaving the office he frowned and shook his head in disapproval. LOLOL. *hohoho his expression totally made my day.*

sooooo after that they got the teacher on duty to bring me to the clinic opposite our school(which later i found out from a friend is the most expensive clinic in the area cause they got 5 children to feed? LOL). walked there. when she suggested walking i was kinda like huh??? WALK AR? in my heart lah. but when i saw her high heels compared to my bee sting i was like okay lah i walk LOL. and stupid clinic is super not punctual la. write there 9am start, 920 baru drive their unser come. and got my jab. the whole process was less than 5 mins. waiting time was 20 min or so. sounds alot like our government department huh.

i got back in time for PA only to realize she's absent today. so packed my stuff and went down to office to request to go home early. and heck the school's procedure is so damn inefficient. i called about 70 sen to my mom just to tell her im going home, and give her school number so that she can call back to the school and tell that i wanna go home early(by using the public phone, hoho). can't the school just call once to my mom and inform everything? do double work. ._. telekom must've bribed her into doing this. or her public phone no business. ._.

lalala *whacks head* still awake there? LOL. so in the end i went home and slept till 1pm lidat. almost fell asleep driving la. think that jab made me dizzy or something. ok this must've been the longest post ive ever written here. kthxbai~

Digimon Savers Evolution Clip

2009-08-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

juey, you must watch this. you seriously must watch this ok? at least watch till 2:00. or just watch 2:00. :P

Hail the pea-brained-ers!

我突然想家了。。

心跳

Work

他X的天气

春天

留学生的生活

我不是骄傲

Books I read during childhood

is the world coming to an end soon?

lalala

abit high high dei

in the midst of endless work to do

the magical web

家

pencil case lost. :(

朋友篇

Tagged by KIm =P

Moving on?

lalala

Chinese songs

universal theory.

xkcd.com

白痴论

Randommmm

lalala~ healthy habits =)

Good evening, World(again)

Good morning, World!

Vampires Suck!!!!!

hello there again :P

生命中的过客

闷到爆

Rain - SID

付出与回报

=p

《 两道选择题，看完之后我真的只剩下沉默》

Harvey Norman - epic phailed.

一个出轨男人与佛的对话

the Permohonan Kemasukan IPTA thingy.

straightened hair. =D

18sx

Tuition

Working Life

pigs?

facebook!

lalala~ fooddddd trip

1000步的故事

wulala

Facial

day of epic phail.

Kiasu Singaporean At JB

just sharing.

11yo mom!

Potong or not potong?

纳闷

roach hunting: phailed.

GOOGLE: The Best Place to Work in the World.

宫心计！！！

PAPAPAPAPA

DiGi's marketing/whatever department uber smart sekali.

sms-es which make u go speechless.

摘自一首歌～

Wrong hole 中文字幕版

超級白 MV：HE有激人

i hereby declare war against house pests. especially roaches.

cute japanese crossdressers

yadthrib yppah zsl

失去方向盘。。

generation gap. i wish they never existed.

random grumbling on a random afternoon.

If I Have 100Mbps

LAB STORI TEYLOR SWITCH

pms or whatever it is.

cardboard car at BK

O.o

fucktard.

=(

war!!! omg.

FML

falling sick at the wrong time.

《两道选择题，看完之后我真的只剩下沉默》

KOKIA　「ありがとう」　Live in Paris 2007